In 2020, I participated in weekly Shamanic drumming journies led by a Shamanic teacher.   She would give us journey assignments.  One particular journey would leave a lasting impression on me.  We were to journey 50 years into the future in our area.  When I landed 50 years in the future, I was greeted by two people, a man and a woman.  It was as if they were expecting me.  They were young adults.  They were a different-looking people.  They were physically beautiful, with golden skin and dark hair.  They were kind, gentle and loving.  The energy of this place felt very heart-centered.  I was in an agrarian-focused community of humble homes.  Their clothing was simple.  Some people were planting rice, and others were participating in community-supporting activities, weaving baskets, sewing, cooking, etc.  I felt loved by them.  My heart opened to that love.  There was a kindness in all of their actions.  A kindness to the materials they were using, a kindness to each other, and a kindness to the earth.  I left there in love with the people I had met.

After the drumming journey, we were invited to share our experiences.  As the conversation went around the room, most people had seen only darkness.  Some saw black and red energy swirls but nothing else.

So the question is “what did I witness?”  Did I witness a future scenario where the current civilization no longer existed, and a new type of human was now there instead? Did I see the world in which I live now had been dramatically transformed?

 

Greetings and Welcome to WooWoo & Books.  I am your host, Valeria Moore.

A bit about myself: I have been researching human consciousness for over 20 years.

I am the author of Emotional Patterns: Fears, Emotional States and Created Patterns by Disease, Disorder and Trauma.  This book was formerly Healer Wisdom And The Remen Q̅ Method: An Easy Do-It-Yourself Process to Create Inner Peace and Change Your Reality.    Emotional Patterns is a compilation of over 700 write-ups of Disease and Trauma.  In these write-ups, I explore the emotional states lived before disease and the accompanying fears and created patterns or beliefs.

In The Remen Q Method, I present a simple 4-step process for changing your non-peace reality to peace and hence change your reality.

I have a new book being published in early 2024 titled Alchemy of the Third Eye and Pineal Gland: Healing Your Intuition.   This book explores the wounding held in the pineal gland and third eye that block your intuition and create a wounded empath and intuitive.  There are several more books planned for publication this year so you will want to check my website peacealchemist.com for announcements.

In today’s podcast, I will explore the Hopi prophecy, COVID and how those connect to technology.

So, where did this journey begin, and how did I get the idea for this podcast?  I got a text from a local practitioner asking me to do an emotional patterns write-up on histamine response.

A histamine is a chemical that helps your body eliminate an allergen.  That allergen could be pollen, medicine, pet dander, food, etc..  They are part of your body’s defense mechanism.  When an allergen enters your body, a chemical signal is sent to specialized cells in your skin, lungs, nose, mouth, gut, and blood.  The message is, “Release histamines,” which are stored in these specialized cells.

When the histamines leave these specialized cells, they boost blood flow in the area of your body the allergen affected.  This release of histamines causes  inflammation , which lets other chemicals from your immune system step in to do repair work.  Histamines then dock at special places called “receptors” in your body.

The result?  If your nose is affected by pollen, histamines prompt membranes to make more mucus.  You can get a runny or stuffy nose.  And you’ll sneeze.  The mucus can also bother your throat and make you cough.  Histamines can make your eyes and nose itch.

The practitioner had seen an excessive number of patients with histamine responses coming into their office.  In some cases, this histamine response can become an overreaction.

I did the Emotional Patterns write-up, and the following are the emotional states for a histamine response –  I will include the fears and created patterns – beliefs in the text of this podcast if you are interested:

Histamine Response

1. Must constantly reinforce their boundaries and push back at those that would overrun them.  Hostile to those that try to overrun them.  Irritation at the constant attempt to take from them — the world around them wants to take who they are and profit from it.

This is the point where I begin to connect a Histamine response to technology.  I sat with this for a few minutes and realized I would recoil whenever someone at a grocery store wanted my phone number to save 10 cents on a pound of butter.  I found myself getting more and more irritated with the intrusion of technology.  I found the different online platforms to be increasingly insidious in working to infect your computer with a virus, cookies, etc., all in an effort to violate my boundaries.  This felt a lot like the intrusive nature of an allergen.  One day, after I had been hounded by a local drug store clerk for my personal information, I barked at her that I just wanted to pay for the merchandise and leave.  I had lost my peace and felt overrun, if not run over, by the demands of their technology to know who I am and profile me so they could make more money off of me.

2. Their life is in overdrive.  Too much, too fast.  Slowing down is not possible, and it is seen as a failure.  A harsh lesson was unlearned, and all information surrounding it was rejected.  But the lesson continues without acknowledgment.

Employment as a tech worker is like this.  If you don’t put in overtime and work extra hard to advance your skills, you are seen as not a team player or reliable contributor.  If you take the time to care for yourself, you are seen as not a team player, and the overlords will find a way to prove you are not giving 150%, and you’ll be eliminated.  Employers are now using technology to track you so that you are aware of your team player scores.   Some employers even track your off-time with technology.  You are now nothing more than a numerical score.

3. False impression of their life left them feeling alone yet surrounded by people.  No sense of their identity within the fold.  Shortness of awareness — sees only themselves — doesn’t reach out in compassion.  Doesn’t know how.  Left wondering how they got here.  They do not see the connection in their actions to their current state. So much of their lives are now spent online and alone there.  There are digital impressions of other people but no real flesh and blood people sitting next to you.

This is truth of using technology and how it is being used by many people.

4. No joy in the breath of life.  Drudgery fills their days.  No sense that anything they do will change that.  So their breath becomes shallow and they do the bare minimum – yet it takes all they have to exist. The drudgery drains their life energy.

This emotional state describes a life out of balance in a state of fear where their breath becomes shallow due to fear.  The bare minimum is a judgment cast by the overlords.

*Technology has created a sense that your being is nothing more than data upon which to profit, even if you aren’t employed in technology.  The corporate drive is to make money and gain control and power…that is their only reason for existing.  The human has become the fodder for the insatiable hunger of the corporate machine, whether you are a shopper or an employee.  And our creativity is now the fodder for Artificial Intelligence machines…at this point, the machines are taking human creativity to learn from it.

 

Upon finishing the Histamine Response write-up, I remembered that the histamine response was connected to COVID-19.   With COVID-19, a histamine response would lead to a cytokine storm.  A cytokine storm is where your body responds aggressively by releasing a chemical messenger, cytokine,  which leads to an inflammatory response.  That inflammatory response can result in organ failure if it is an overresponse.  In Covid, there would be lung failure when there was a cytokine storm.

Here’s the emotional states for COVID-19, and much of this speaks to our lives today, which are shrouded in technology – Covid has touched every single one of us.  I will include all of the emotional states, fears and created patterns – beliefs in the text of this podcast if you are interested.  For brevity’s sake, I will talk to only a subset of all the Emotional States:

 

COVID

1. Lost the sense of what is life-sustaining.  Lost the joy of life. Lost the connection with mother nature.  Lost the sense of those things we call small but nurture us at the deepest levels – the smell of a rose, the smell and taste of a carrot just out of the ground.
2. There is a fire – inflammation – a sense that technology has taken control of our personal autonomy.  There’s a realization that we are surveyed, observed, tracked, facially recognized, and manipulated. We exist as fodder for technology.  We now serve technology.  Technology no longer makes our lives better.  A sense that we now live for the sake of the technology state.  The human body has been weakened by technology.  We have become the prey of technology.  Instead of technology empowering our lives and serving humanity, technology now controls and manipulates humans.  We, humans, are now the harvest.  The humans now serve technology.  The dystopian future of the movies has arrived.  The human body is stressed.  It has reached the breaking point of life in technology.  We are at a bifurcation with technology: those that have adapted to the rapid changes and those that have not.  Technology stresses the human.  It demands a specific behavior that is not its core nature.  We will either adapt or not survive the transformation.  It is a life out of balance.

Our bodies overreact to the viral invasion and may die when we overreact.  Overreaction is the energy of boundaries that are the result of wounding.  The source can be PTSD, growing up in an environment of abuse (physical, spiritual, or emotional), addiction, alcohol, misogyny (this is a non-gender specific wound), ancestral wounding, violence, a wounded creative core, smoking (this is abuse), etc.   In this case, the violation of boundaries is the dystopian greed that has spread across the planet.  We have allowed this dystopian greed to grow.  We did not stand up to it when we knew it was growing like a rot that would undermine our lives.

3. The fires of being forced to conform and comply are burning through the whole of humanity.  We have had centuries of one group trying to control and enslave another group. The collective anger has built.  The desperation felt by one human set in motion a million fires of destruction, the butterfly effect.  This was the tipping point.  Fear now encircles the earth.  There is a fire of anger from the hopelessness being felt and the fire of anger from the subjugation of the creative core.  This is a collective consciousness.  That anger is being manipulated into fear by the dystopian greed that would change nothing.

4. There is a hanging on (attachment) and collection of the debris of our lives (the stuff of our lives that is gathering dust that we won’t part with). There is a rigid sense of life.  Life has become regimented and dictated.  The dictates tell you what you can and can’t do.  The dictates tell you what you can enjoy and what you are not allowed.  There is a denial of the wildness of human nature.  That wildness is the connection with Mother Earth.  The breath that powers your expression has been constrained, frozen and held.  The freezing is caused by long periods of holding your responsiveness to life…real living.  A need to not react to hold one’s breath, so to speak, to hold one’s tongue in the face of institutional subjugation.

5. Globally, COVID-19 is about the fire of anger.  The fire of injustice. The fire of environmental destruction.  The fire of the destruction of our mother.  The fire of subjugation to the greed of a few.  We have seen this fire as the planet burns.  The greed of those that would withhold life-sustaining technologies from the planet.  The greed of those that have bought our governing representatives…to destroy.  The greed is a greed born of anger.  Those that are destroying are destroying because they have been destroyed within.  They were left with nothing of themselves.  They became the altered ego of someone else.  The trauma of others blackened their creative core.  They are the living dead.  They have a body but no connection to the heart-soul wisdom.  Greed and the false power it brings is the animating force of their lives.  Everyone who has not pushed back at the destruction of greed has been a part of this dystopian greed.  For example, if you voted to re-elect a senator overtly supporting the coal industry, you have been complicit in the greed.  You are complicit when you make choices that are not good for the earth

6. There is an unknowing and fear of being at ease.  Harsh sense of reality brings disturbing visions of what is around them.  There is a fear that nothing will ever be the same or comfortable again.  Deeply angry at what they feel has been a betrayal where they were the unwitting participant in the ruse to support the global greed.

7. Abandonment by those in authority.  There was a belief that those in authority would help them and take care of them when they needed its support.  The wounded creative core contract has been violated. There is a deep sense of powerlessness to take responsibility and get what is needed.

 

In January 2023, I got Covid and each morning during the disease, I woke up with this profound sadness.  This was a primal sadness.  Once the disease started to wane, the sadness went away.  I experienced this same deep sadness during a shamanic journey.   My guidance was that this sadness was a profound aloneness endemic to the human species.

I touch that sadness and aloneness with many of my emotional pattern write-ups.  Much of the trauma work I have done with others hits the end of the thread of discovery when aloneness is encountered.  When COVID was first among us, many people were dying in intensive care units, and the healthcare teams were feeling a profound trauma because, I felt, they were staring that aloneness in the face.   Many of the people who entered the ICU died alone without their families.

Our journey with Covid as a global species may also be about what I have just shared, but it could also be about transmuting the aloneness to a place of peace within oneness.

Was there a time in our remote past when our ancestors encountered a great trauma, a devastation so profound that we carry it in our genes to this day?   A trauma that left us feeling alone?

As I sat with the epiphany that the histamine response was connected to COVID-19, I heard my inner voice tell me they were also connected to the Hopi prophecy.

So what is the Hopi prophecy?  I knew a bit about the Hopi prophecy but did not remember much about in that moment.  So I started doing my research.

According to the Hopi, we have had three transitions on this planet where, globally, civilization was destroyed, and the humanoids that survived were reduced back to the very rudimentary elements of existence.    Those who survived would have been alone.  Alone would have been coupled with the trauma of surviving in a world where all of what was known is now gone.

The Hopi prophecy boils down to two paths for humanity to take.   The Hopi describe the paths as the path of the two-hearted and the path of the one-hearted.  The path of the two-hearted is the path of greed, corruption, a separation from the natural world, and technology.  The path of the one-hearted is the path of balance and peace, living in harmony and abundance with the earth.

Along the paths that run parallel to each other, a perpendicular line joins the two lines.  At this point, the two-hearted are given an opportunity to return to the path of the one-hearted.   After that point, those who do not come back to the path of the one-hearted will find life very hard, and the two-hearted path eventually disappears.   The two-hearted people cease to exist.   The one-hearted path goes on forever.

The Hopi believe and the prophecy tells us that the world is in its 4th transition and that the civilizations of humankind have been destroyed three times before, intentionally, due to greed, corruption and technology.

The Hopi prophecy says water, fire, and ice destroyed the three prior worlds.  Worldwide, there are stories of a great flood that destroyed civilizations.  We have geological evidence of fire and ice that devastated broad regions of the world.

Was COVID an opportunity for humanity to do a reset, to leave the path of the two-hearted and come back into alignment with the earth, our communities and family, to become one-hearted?

During COVID, people went back into nature – park attendance increased, families forced to be at home reconnected with each other, grew gardens, learned to bake bread… and had more time to reconnect to themselves and nature.  Technology was adapted to provide ongoing education at home and other vital services.  Technology served us.  I am not saying this was an idyllic period…by no stretch of the imagination is that true.   But, it did allow some people to see something different in themselves.  An opportunity to be something different.  An opportunity to make other choices with their lives.

Key elements of technology and control institutions (religion, corporations, education, government, etc.) were not being served during this time.  As a consequence, COVID restrictions began to lessen.   The overlords demanded people return to control and conform institutions.

Since covid, it seems that technology has taken over even more of our lives.  We have become the fodder for the technology machine.   Technology no longer serves humanity; it now serves greed, corruption and itself.  The overlords could not risk allow losing control.

As a species, we are progressing rapidly into transhumanism, with our human essence being taken over by artificial intelligence.  Our bodies are being implanted with technology.  Our genes are manipulated and hacked.  Our bodily functions are being controlled and enhanced by devices installed in our bodies.  Research projects aim to implant neural chips in our brains to connect us to the internet.  The transhumanism movement is sending a message that you will live a longer, healthier and happier life being transhuman.  They do not tell you that you will give up your free will.

My projection of connecting the dots is that the connection to inspiration, the soul and its wisdom will be outlawed.  Your ability to create will be taken over and predetermined.  Your ability to think independently will be coerced to be in alignment with the powers that be.  Nothing is more dangerous to a technologically controlled world than free will and inspired creativity and thought.   Advancing our understanding of our spirituality and who we are will be dangerous to the controlling overlords.  But hasn’t this been the case since the inception of the Roman Catholic Church? China controls what can be taught in religion.    In the United States there is a disturbing movement by Church led groups to determine what we read, how we educate  our children, what happens in our bedrooms, what we can read and what happens between us and our doctors.  Any concept of spirituality will be tightly controlled by a state sanctioned religion.

Additionally, if we allow AI and transhumanism to take over, we will be led willingly into an authoritarian fascist leadership and governance.

But don’t worry, AI will make you happy.  With a neural link implant, your emotions and thoughts will be the product of artificial intelligence that has been adjusted to control you and make you happy.

To bring this all together Covid and Histamine Response emotional states indicate that technology is creating a feeling of intrusion and that humans are there to feed the machines of technology.   Technology is creating a world that controls and manipulations humans.  Technology is being integration into the bodies of humans so that we become transhuman.

The human integration of transhumanism and AI creates the two-hearted, and per the Hopi prophecy, that is the path to destruction.  You are human, but you are not.

We have reached a place in our evolution where we come to the “age of the gods.”  Where we will have the abilities of gods that created humans.   I ask, “If we as a species were created by an advanced race of beings we call “gods.”   The gods did not create you to become a robot or transhuman.  If they wanted robots or transhumans, they would have created these themselves.  They had the technology to create a new form of humanoid, then they had the technological capability to create transhumans.  The transhuman will become the same as the gods that created us.

Do you think the “gods” would want their creations to turn into robots or have the spark of life and creation taken over by technology?   Is the transhuman a superhuman the gods feared and destroyed?

I realize this podcast presents provocative information, but that’s the idea.  This is not science fiction.  It is happening now.  There are powerful forces behind making what I have said happen.  If you get your thinking from Artificial Intelligence, then you are controlled.  You no longer feed the machine; you become the machine.

By continuing the two-hearted path, are we creating our own destruction and fulfilling the Hopi prophecy?

Just my two cents.

Thank you for listening.

 

 

COVID 19 Virus 

Emotional States

• Lost the sense of what is life-sustaining.  Lost the joy of life. Lost the connection with mother nature.  Lost the sense of those things we call small but nurture us at the deepest levels – the smell of a rose, the smell and taste of a carrot just out of the ground.
• There is a fire – inflammation – a sense that technology has taken control of our personal autonomy.  There’s a realization that we are surveyed, observed, tracked, facially recognized, and manipulated. We exist as fodder for technology.  We now serve technology. Technology no longer makes our lives better. A sense that we now live for the sake of the technology state. The human body has been weakened by technology.  We have become the prey of technology. Instead of technology empowering our lives and serving humanity, technology now controls and manipulates, the human. We, humans, are now the harvest. The human now serves technology.  The dystopian future of the movies has arrived. The human body is stressed. It has reached the breaking point of life in technology. We are at a bifurcation with technology; those that have adapted to the rapid changes and those that have not.  Technology stresses the human. It demands a certain behavior that is not its core nature. You will either adapt or not survive the transformation. It is a life out of balance.
• Our bodies overreact to the viral invasion and when we overreact we die. Overreaction is the energy of boundaries that are the result of wounding. The source can be PTSD, growing up in an environment of abuse (physical, spiritual, or emotional), addiction, alcohol, misogyny (this is a non-gender specific wound), ancestral wounding, violence, a wounded creative core, smoking (this is abuse), etc.   In this case, the violation of boundaries is the dystopian greed that has spread across the planet. We have allowed this dystopian greed to grow. We did not stand up to it when we knew it was growing in the darkness like a rot that would undermine our lives.
• The fires of being forced to conform and comply are burning through the whole of humanity.  We have had centuries of one group trying to control, enslave another group. The collective anger has built.  The desperation felt by one human set in motion a million fires of destruction, the butterfly effect. This was the tipping point.  Fear now encircles the earth. There is a fire of anger from the hopelessness being felt and the fire of anger from the subjugation of the creative core.  This is a collective consciousness. That anger is being manipulated into fear by the dystopian greed that would change nothing.
• There is a hanging on (attachment) and collection of the debris of our lives (the stuff of our lives that is gathering dust that we won’t part with). There is a rigid sense of life. Life has become regimented and dictated. The dictates tell you what you can and can’t do. The dictates tell you what you can enjoy and what you are not allowed. There is a denial of the wildness of human nature. That wildness is the connection with Mother Earth. The breath that powers your expression has been constrained, frozen and held. The freezing is caused by long periods of holding your responsiveness to life…real living. A need to not react to hold one’s breath, so to speak, to hold one’s tongue in the face of institutional subjugation.
• Globally COVID 19 is about the fire of anger.  The fire of injustice. The fire of environmental destruction.  The fire of the destruction of our mother. The fire of subjugation to the greed of a few.  We have seen this fire as the planet burns. The greed of those that would withhold life-sustaining technologies from the planet.  The greed of those that have bought our representatives…to destroy. The greed is a greed born of anger. Those that are destroying are destroying because they have been destroyed within.  They were left with nothing of themselves. They became the altered ego for someone else. Their creative core was blackened by the trauma of others. They are the living dead. They have a body but no connection to the heart-soul wisdom.  Greed and the false power it brings is the animating force of their lives. Everyone who has not pushed back at the destruction of greed has been a part of this dystopian greed. For example, if you voted to re-elected a senator who was overtly supporting the coal industry you have been complicit in the greed.  When you make choices that are not good for the earth you are complicit.
• There is an unknowing and fear of being at ease.  Harsh sense of reality brings disturbing visions of what is around them.  There is a fear that nothing will ever be the same or comfortable again.  Deeply angry at what they feel has been a betrayal where they were the unwitting participant in the ruse to support the global greed.
• Abandonment by those in authority.  There was a belief that those in authority would help them and take care of them when they needed its support.  The wounded creative core contract has been violated. There is a deep sense of powerlessness to take responsibility and get what is needed.
• Inflammation that results from not being able to let go of the struggle.  Must constantly keep within the sense that all power has been taken.
• Worth is not derived from within but only from what is given you.
• Not allowed to think without being punished.  Not allowed to be curious without punishment.
• Life is restricted to what you have been allowed by those in authority.  Feels disposable.

 

UPDATE:  In January 2023 I got Covid and each morning during the disease I woke up with this profound sadness.  This was a sadness that was primal.  Once the disease started to wane and I was left with a collateral cough and post nasal drip,  the sadness went away.  I experienced this sadness within the scope of my journey of understanding during a shamanic journey.   My guidance was that this sadness was a deep aloneness that was endemic to the human species.

I touch that sadness and aloneness with many of the emotional pattern write-ups that I do.  Much of the trauma work I have done with others hits the end of the thread of discovery when aloneness is encountered.  Our journey with Covid as a global species may also be about all of the above but it could also be about transmuting the aloneness to a place peace within oneness.

Created Patterns

1. I am lost.
2. I am not good enough.
3. I must do what I have to do to belong.
4. I must go along with what I am told to do.
5. Fire will kill me.
6. Fire will destroy me.
7. Someone will hurt me.
8. I don’t know what it means to live.
9. Having joy is wrong.
10. Being joyous is wrong.
11. I am not allowed joy.
12. I am not allowed to be abundant.
13. I must pay for everything I have.
14. I am afraid of being seen as stupid.
15. I am afraid of being bullied.
16. I must line myself up with the bully to be safe.
17. I can’t strike back at the bully.
18. I must do what I am told.
19. People will take things from me.
20. I am overwhelmed.
21. I can’t handle too much at one time.
22. I can never have peace.
23. I can’t do what I want.
24. I don’t know how to react.
25. I will die if I don’t do what I am told.
26. Technology will hurt me.
27. I will be abandoned.
28. I am a failure.
29. I am invisible.
30. If I breathe I will be hurt.
31. I will be seen if I breathe.
32. I must never be me.
33. I must not let them see me.
34. Nature is to be destroyed so I may have my good life.
35. The earth is here for me to have what I want.
36. My heart will never be at peace.
37. I will never have peace.
38. We must take and destroy for the common good.
39. Others are better than me.
40. I’ve got mine that all that matters.
41. People need to help themselves.
42. I am alone.

Fears

1. Fear of not enough
2. Fear of fire
3. Fear of retribution
4. Fear that someone will take something from you
5. Fear of not having enough to eat
6. Fear of starvation
7. Fear of being homeless
8. Fear of technology
9. Fear of being left behind
10. Fear of being overwhelmed
11. Fear of dying
12. Fear of being wrong
13. Fear of having the wrong reaction
14. Fear of being found to be stupid
15. Fear of feeling joy
16. Fear of having joy
17. Fear of being found to be joyous
18. Fear of life
19. Fear of nature
20. Fear of being hurt
21. Fear of abandonment
22. Fear of disappearing
23. Fear of failure
24. Fear of losing everything
25. Fear of breathing
26. Fear of not getting what I want
27. Fear of being relaxed or at ease
28. Fear of the heart
29. Fear of the wisdom from the heart
30. Fear of losing yourself
31. Fear of their own sense of powerlessness
32. Fear that all is hopeless
33. Fear that what joy is allowed will be taken
34. Fear of their own humanity
35. Fear of the whisperings of the soul
36. Fear of being under attack
37. Fear of overwhelm
38. Fear of being alone

 

Histamine Response 

Fears

• Fears being overrun
• Fears being taken advantage of
• Fears having their identity taken
• Fears not being able to keep up
• Fears they will be left behind
• Fears being abandoned
• Fears becoming irrelevant
• Fear of failure
• Fear of becoming obsolete
• Fear of the matrix
• Fear of what happens if they leave the matrix
• Fear of being alone
• Fear of authority
• Fear of knowing
• Fear of waking up
• Fear of losing their strength to push back
• Fear of life
• Fear of living
• Fear of joy
• Fear of freedom
• Fear of being trapped
• Fear of not being able to escape

 

Emotional States

• Overdrive.  Their life is in overdrive.  Too much too fast.  Slowing down is not possible and it is seen as a failure.  A harsh lesson was unlearned and all information surrounding it was rejected.  But the lesson continues without acknowledgment.
• False impression of their life left them feeling alone yet surrounded by people.  No sense of their identity within the fold.  Shortness of awareness — sees only themselves — doesn’t reach out in compassion.  Doesn’t know how.  Left wondering how they got here.  They do not see the connection in their actions to their current state.
• Overreaction.  Must constantly reinforce their boundaries, push back at those that would overrun them.  Hostile to those that try to overrun them.  Irritation at the constant attempt to take from them — the world around them wants to take who they are and profit from it.*
• No joy in the breath of life.  Drudgery fills their days.  No sense that anything they do will change that.  So their breath becomes shallow and they do the bare minimum – yet it takes all they have to exist.

 

*Technological advances have created a sense of their being is now nothing more than a data upon which to profit.  The corporate drive is to make money and thereby gain power…that is their only reason for existing.  The human has become the fodder to the insatiable hunger of the corporate machine.

Created Patterns

1. I am allergic to life.
2. I’m not good enough.
3. I mean nothing.
4. I have no purpose.
5. I am a failure.
6. I am doing nothing but rot.
7. I have no strength left to fight the machine.
8. All I do is pay bills, I have no life.
9. I am hopeless.
10. I am enslaved to the system.
11. My life has been taken by the system.
12. My life has no joy.
13. People are constantly trying to take from me.
14. I am constantly being overrun by the needs of others.
15. I don’t matter.
16. I am alone.
17. No one really want to know who I am.
18. Others use me to get their needs met.
19. I have no real connection to others.
20. I can’t keep up with the demands of life.
21. I can’t get a moments peace.
22. I have no peace.
23. I don’t know what peace is.
24. I will die if I am alone.
25. People have abandoned me.
26. I have no more will to go on.
27. The institutional machine (corporate, government, church, schools, etc.) always wins.
28. There is no place for me in the world.
29. I can’t escape the constant demands, I am trapped.
30. I don’t know what joy is.
31. Joy is for others not me.
32. I have been denied joy all my life.
33. I will be punished if I try to escape _________.
34. I am irrelevant. I have no purpose.
35. If I wake up, I will want to die.

 

 By Valeria Moore